Place: Sister’s Place & My Living Room
Mood: Mixed – Empty, frustrated, thankful, just a bucket of emotions I guess -_-
Disclaimer: So, since I will be camping this weekend, I won’t be able to upload; however, I already did days 1-4 because I started this a while back. Sooo, I am not cheating >< But, I digress.
I had been questioning honestly whether or not I even have a purpose here and I felt like I was a waste. I felt like I don’t really make an impact on this earth and that I’m wasting the food, water, and air that is provided by the Lord…Thank goodness for coming across this book and just talking to people in general to help me come to my senses.
Isaiah 44:2a – I am your Creator. You were in my care even before you were born.
And after a while, I realized that at least I am needed in the sense that I take care of my niece and nephew….
BUT OF COURSE I JUST HAVE TO JINX IT AND ALEXIS STARTS ACTING UP
AND THEN I JINX IT AGAIN AND CALEB ACTS UP TOO!!! 😡 THIS IS PROOF YOU KIDS! YOU KIDS OWE ME MASSAGES, WRINKLE CREAM, and LOTS OF HUGS AND KISSES!
To end it on a light note though:
You kids are still rays of sunshine in my life and without you guys, I’d feel more lost than I already do…will miss you both when I’m in Italy…
Ecclesiastes 11:7 – Sunshine is sweet; it is good to see the light of day.
Shields of Strength